Abloke
01-22-2001, 05:40 AM
hi, im 22 and in Australia. Until a few days ago i smoked everyday. I work full time and have no problems with not smoking at work. But when i get home the first thing i go for is the bong. I started smoking heavily not long after i gave up cigaretes(6months ago). I used the pipe to fulfill cravings i had when i went out with Tabacco smokers. I now feel it is taking over my life. It is not that easy to get and i sometimes spend alot of time trying to get it. I smoke about 3 grams a week, which isn't that much compared to my mate who i regularly smoke with who has been smoking for a long time. I feel it is making me feel sick in the mornings and my mate says he gets sick too. So the big question i am asking here is " am I an Addict" "do I have a problem" or should i just continue getting stonned and enjoying myself. Right now i am craving. This is a major escape for me as I am gay and in the closet. Need advise from other smokers and ex-smokers. Thanks

