Well, I finally cut down to a pack and a half a day last week, and I was ecstatic. I had only gained about five pounds, which is about a fourth of what I was expecting to gain, and my life didn't revolve around smoking anymore. Unfortunately, my boyfriend and I called it quits, and that night I went home and chainsmoked all night. I must have gone through five packs!
When I woke up that morning, my horrible and constant cravings were back, and I was a 4ppd smoker again. I actually started to cry when I realized I had actally gone through my old four packs of marlboro reds. but I just can't quit!!!!