Although, I would love to carry on this insomniac paty, I MUST go to bed. I realize that I cannot push a
freeze-frame button & linger any longer........
my eyes have become traitors.........Iam now seeing some fuzzies & some doubles. Easy for you to say!!
I have taken a sleeping pill; to ensure a fairly good night's sleep. Why bother, when that is all I will be doing tomorrow!? i keep fluctuating betwen
my then's & now's...I just know that when I held my daughter tonight & she said that she could not wait to hold me tighly,, soon,,,, I was catapulted into another dimension.........
This time tomorrow, this post will be a mmemory--& raher moot. But. i will look upon my pre-op days,& smile. Because I was not alone.
Only until tomorrow, I remain in , pain, Catherne,
PS*********Happy Birthday Bruce.
touch your belly button & smile