ZZTexas
01-10-2003, 05:38 AM
Wrote this letter to a freind that often vists here thought I mite share it with yall too. I myself had this stuff for 20 years so Iam no Rookie but now Iam nearly fine this stuff just dont scare me anymore and I can see it with Eyes wide open. Hope this might help some who knows....zztexas
Peace is only a step away.
When you can accept and understand that this stuff is a fear made up in your on mind and then made a pure circle of fear by you by thinking about this stuff 24 hours a day, when you can accept this the fact and not the myths that is made up in our on minds then and only then will you be able to walk away from this stuff and be at peace just like you was the day before you had you first attack.
Accept life and also accept fear but only real fear not fear that was made up by endless thinking something is wrong with you, you have made this endless circle of fear that you are so scard of and you are the only one that can break this circle of fear by accepting the facts and not the myths that is made up in your on mind that you are sick or that somthing is wrong with you. Accept what the professionals tell you that is the Dr's and the many many test you have had run on you and all come back negtive accept these the facts and not the myths made up by yourself that you and I and everybody else that has suffered from this stuff .
What this illness does is robs us of our clear thinking after we have turned it into a CIRCLE OF FEAR that seems endless. In this illness we have done just the oppisite we have accepted the fears as reality and not the facts in our lifes that we are just fine.
The Mind is a powerfull thing, it is a powerfull motor that runs straight and true it makes us who we are. The minds fuel is our thoughts and after so many many many negtive thoughts it startes spit and sputter, our negertive thoughts are like bad fuel and untill we can put good fuel back into our motor with postive thoughts and postive actions the mind will continue to spit and sputter untill you your self do soemthing about it. You train you on mind from the day you are born with postive thoughts, so why not train it with postive nice thoughts again instead of bad fuel negtive thoughts, You are fooling youserlf if you think you cannot over come this ordeal and if you think this what is this it is bad fuel so there you go agian see there got you on that one didnt i aready you are saying no way hell no. If you are caught and taken prisoner in a prison camp and beat and toutured and told over and over and over and over for many many months at a time that this is this and that this is that after a while dont you think your mind is going to finaly give in and you are going to accept this as facts it is called brain washing and you see this is all we have done is brain washed our on selfs into belive that was are sick and doing this by so many many manyyyyyyyyyyyyy negtive thoughts day after day after day after night after night after night you see why you think you want accept Dr's after Dr's test that come back negtive.
All it is, is the way you have retrained you mind to think, so why not retrain it back to the old you with postive thoughts and with facts and not the old brain washed myths that soemthing is wrong with you.
Youare fine noting wrong with you noting at all, you are just caught up in that fake circle of fear that you have come to beive as the truth when it is noting more than a myth made up in your mind by endless thoughts and worry that you are gonna die.
We all gonna die every livein breathing thing noting you can do i can do are the smartest man in the world can do about it, the only differnce between people that suffer with this illness and regular every day people is what, we tend to think every hour of the day about what ourselfs and what is wrong with us and dieing , wereas the normal regular people never even think about it a min a day hahahahaah that is the only differnce between us and them now issnt that silly. I have tired to help here dont know if i did or not might have made it worse i dont know and i have gotton tonge tied a few times tryin to explain my thoughts about this .
see you later zztexas
Peace is only a step away.
When you can accept and understand that this stuff is a fear made up in your on mind and then made a pure circle of fear by you by thinking about this stuff 24 hours a day, when you can accept this the fact and not the myths that is made up in our on minds then and only then will you be able to walk away from this stuff and be at peace just like you was the day before you had you first attack.
Accept life and also accept fear but only real fear not fear that was made up by endless thinking something is wrong with you, you have made this endless circle of fear that you are so scard of and you are the only one that can break this circle of fear by accepting the facts and not the myths that is made up in your on mind that you are sick or that somthing is wrong with you. Accept what the professionals tell you that is the Dr's and the many many test you have had run on you and all come back negtive accept these the facts and not the myths made up by yourself that you and I and everybody else that has suffered from this stuff .
What this illness does is robs us of our clear thinking after we have turned it into a CIRCLE OF FEAR that seems endless. In this illness we have done just the oppisite we have accepted the fears as reality and not the facts in our lifes that we are just fine.
The Mind is a powerfull thing, it is a powerfull motor that runs straight and true it makes us who we are. The minds fuel is our thoughts and after so many many many negtive thoughts it startes spit and sputter, our negertive thoughts are like bad fuel and untill we can put good fuel back into our motor with postive thoughts and postive actions the mind will continue to spit and sputter untill you your self do soemthing about it. You train you on mind from the day you are born with postive thoughts, so why not train it with postive nice thoughts again instead of bad fuel negtive thoughts, You are fooling youserlf if you think you cannot over come this ordeal and if you think this what is this it is bad fuel so there you go agian see there got you on that one didnt i aready you are saying no way hell no. If you are caught and taken prisoner in a prison camp and beat and toutured and told over and over and over and over for many many months at a time that this is this and that this is that after a while dont you think your mind is going to finaly give in and you are going to accept this as facts it is called brain washing and you see this is all we have done is brain washed our on selfs into belive that was are sick and doing this by so many many manyyyyyyyyyyyyy negtive thoughts day after day after day after night after night after night you see why you think you want accept Dr's after Dr's test that come back negtive.
All it is, is the way you have retrained you mind to think, so why not retrain it back to the old you with postive thoughts and with facts and not the old brain washed myths that soemthing is wrong with you.
Youare fine noting wrong with you noting at all, you are just caught up in that fake circle of fear that you have come to beive as the truth when it is noting more than a myth made up in your mind by endless thoughts and worry that you are gonna die.
We all gonna die every livein breathing thing noting you can do i can do are the smartest man in the world can do about it, the only differnce between people that suffer with this illness and regular every day people is what, we tend to think every hour of the day about what ourselfs and what is wrong with us and dieing , wereas the normal regular people never even think about it a min a day hahahahaah that is the only differnce between us and them now issnt that silly. I have tired to help here dont know if i did or not might have made it worse i dont know and i have gotton tonge tied a few times tryin to explain my thoughts about this .
see you later zztexas