Oh I can't believe I'm talking like this. I hate it. But I'm 24 years old and all I can do is think about my right pupil that's a little bit more dilated han the other.

I feel so unattractive right now. I wake up nervous and scared. I think I need more medication, but my docs told me to stay off them to see if my eye goes back to normal. I've always had my right pupil slightly larger, but it used to be totally unnoticable.

Now, I notice. People don't, but I do. And i can't take it....Please help me....

Have you asked your doctor about the pilocarpine? It might not be possible to apply it everyday, but if there are no risks associated it might help you cope with the anisocoria... who knows?

I've had this condition for a long time and it never became an issue. Apparently, this wasn't an issue for you either until you started taking Zoloft and Geodon. Maybe your obsession with your eye was induced by the drugs. Give yourself more time.