prostator
07-05-2003, 04:00 PM
Hello there all, I'm a newbie to this board, would appreciate any advice. Ever since I came down with chronic prostatitis last year, I have had a horrible phobia of chronic disease. I imagine how I would react in different scenarios - what if I got cancer, what if I got MS, what if I were paralyzed? - and in each scenario I see myself being unable to bear the burden. I also have a terrible fear of having a problem in which the doctors see nothing wrong, cannot treat it, and I will be stuck with the symptoms forever. So anyway, after my chronic prostatitis improved enough, I moved back to school to acclimate myself to the enviornment before classes start in the fall. Five days later, I developed a throat problem. I gave it a day or two, and it did not improve. Then I started to get scared. Nothing - cough drops, sore throat spray, antacids - relieved the condition. Now it has lasted for a month and it is 100% chronic I feel it all the time. My doctor thinks there is nothing really wrong with my throat. He thinks my anxiety about being back at school is causing it. He wants me to go on a combination of alprazolam, gabitril, and Paxil. I, however, am not entirely convinced there is not a physical cause to my throat problem. I mean, I feel this thing the VERY INSTANT I wake up, when I am half-conscious, so how could it be caused by anxiety? I am in the process of seeing various doctors to try to nail the problem down, but it will take some time. In the meantime, however, I have become a nervous wreck, worrying that this throat thing will never go away. Also, I now have some kind of problem with my eyes that keeps me from sleeping well. Just to avoid going off the deep end, I have begun to take the alprazolam and the gabitril, but I am reluctant to start the paxil. In my eyes, my throat problem is causing my anxiety, not the other way around. I don't want to commit myself to a bunch of psycho-active medications; just a month ago, my sprits were good as my chronic prostatitis was under control, and I was only on two medications, both for prostatitis, and I was looking forward to getting off of them soon. I was feeling goo and then, out of the blue, this throat business. Now, in a month's time, everything has gone to hell. What should I do?

