Nikica
10-28-2003, 04:50 AM
I was wondering if anyone else is feeling this derealization, a feeling of isolation like everything around you is like in a movie?
I've read that it's a common symptom of excesive anxiety, but due to my depression I'm very sceptic about everything.
I've been torchuring myself with this information over the internet. Sometimes I wonder did I get myself this symptoms with reading about them, but then I hardly believe that I would be this insecure if I was fine in the first place.
However, I've read about derealization/depersonalisation disorder and it seems that people with that have it for years if not half of the lifetime. It made me very anxious and scared that it may stay like this forever.
I'm very sceptic about everything and there are few things that can give me some comfort.
I believe it's depression or maybe anxiety that stops me from seing some hope or finding relief.
Does anybody feel or have felt this way?
Is it anxiety and depression talking or am I feeling this hopeless and sceptic because of something else?
I'm not on antidepressant medication, besides natural remedies so I don't think it's the medication effect. anyway, I've head this feeling since it all started about five months ago. Besides that I feel fine, except for the exhaustion. This is the only thing I'm really worried about. With other problems I can "make peace", but when I think about this it's making me very anxious.
Is this excesive doubt and scepticism also a depression talking? Is derealization connected to tiredness? I managed to regulate sleep comparing to terrible insomnia I have had before, but I'm dreaming all the time and feel exhausted.
Is this derealization here because when we worry and think about something so intesivly we exclude ourselves from the real and outside world?
Is it too much to function and think soooo much about bad things and sense? Is this why the answer is in relaxing and not thinking? There are so many things on my mind that sometimes I think my head will explode.
What about derealization disorder? It seems it's not connected to anxiety?
Sorry for the long post but it's so hard to explain what I feel.
Best wishes,
N.
I've read that it's a common symptom of excesive anxiety, but due to my depression I'm very sceptic about everything.
I've been torchuring myself with this information over the internet. Sometimes I wonder did I get myself this symptoms with reading about them, but then I hardly believe that I would be this insecure if I was fine in the first place.
However, I've read about derealization/depersonalisation disorder and it seems that people with that have it for years if not half of the lifetime. It made me very anxious and scared that it may stay like this forever.
I'm very sceptic about everything and there are few things that can give me some comfort.
I believe it's depression or maybe anxiety that stops me from seing some hope or finding relief.
Does anybody feel or have felt this way?
Is it anxiety and depression talking or am I feeling this hopeless and sceptic because of something else?
I'm not on antidepressant medication, besides natural remedies so I don't think it's the medication effect. anyway, I've head this feeling since it all started about five months ago. Besides that I feel fine, except for the exhaustion. This is the only thing I'm really worried about. With other problems I can "make peace", but when I think about this it's making me very anxious.
Is this excesive doubt and scepticism also a depression talking? Is derealization connected to tiredness? I managed to regulate sleep comparing to terrible insomnia I have had before, but I'm dreaming all the time and feel exhausted.
Is this derealization here because when we worry and think about something so intesivly we exclude ourselves from the real and outside world?
Is it too much to function and think soooo much about bad things and sense? Is this why the answer is in relaxing and not thinking? There are so many things on my mind that sometimes I think my head will explode.
What about derealization disorder? It seems it's not connected to anxiety?
Sorry for the long post but it's so hard to explain what I feel.
Best wishes,
N.

