I smoked for many years, then quit for 5. Then, I started it up again, and smoked for another 5, but now I'm a nonsmoker again. I have asthma. Asthma that I would NEVER have gotten if I had never smoked.
Yes, I miss smoking, always will. I loved it. I have an addictive personality, and smoking was something I really enjoyed.
However, for me, the time of denial is OVER. If anyone believes they can smoke without harming themselves, especially in the long run, they are fooling themselves, or they have a death wish. If you already have asthma, and you're continuing to smoke, you're not only choosing DEATH, you're choosing a horrible, lingering, suffering way to die. All of which can be greatly allieviated NOW by quitting smoking NOW.
My mother literally suffocated to death, because her lungs were so damaged by years and years of smoking. I'm not going that way, and I don't want ANYONE else to, either. Not from self-infliction, anyway.
Think of where you want to be in 10 years, or 5, or even next year. Do you want to be on oxygen, sucking on a nebulizer 4 times a day, always having an emergency inhaler nearby, on so many steroids you don't recognize your own swollen, puffy face in the mirror?
Set a quit date, plan for it, and smoke all you want until then--enjoy the hell out of it. Then, when you STOP, enjoy just BREATHING...
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