Thank you all for posting your replies

I appreciate the advice and help

See, that's what I thought too...was that I'm obsessing over it because I have time on my hands since I've been unemployed. When I was working, I didn't have time to think about all of it, you know? I'm currently looking for a job, it's just hard to find something in the area I live. (It's country

...) but I'm no longer taking the Prednisone. It was only a 5 day dose. And what I'm worried about is that I don't have any insurance. My husband just started a new job and it cost $60 to see my doctor.

So...I guess that I'm trying to "calm" myself down so that I don't go into another attack. See, the attack that I had last week I think was brought on by my GAD as well. I was/am on Ativan for the anxiety. Unfortunately, I think sometimes it made it worse instead of better. I'm more into trying some herbal treatment if possible. A friend of ours is getting information on it for me. He's "Mystic" and he believes, as I do, in the herbal treatment. I know that lavender and chamomile and eucalyptus are supposed to help, but my problem is this...lavender and eucalyptus have such a strong smell...I guess I'm afraid of it making it worse. I LOVE the smell of lavender...I even bought scented milk bath (before all this happened) and now, I'm afraid to use it.
I agree that this is a life-style disease...I wish it weren't...and I think that's what scares me. Knowing that every day I have to "watch" what I do and how I do it...and I guess it's just one of those things where you say "Oh my Gosh, this is for the rest of my life!" and it's scary

I know it's a mental thing too...that I need to get my mind off of it...and keep busy. I've looked online for some help with articles but alot of them scared me. Actually, one put me INTO the attack last week...because it talked about death.
Does anyone have any suggestions as far as the herbs? Has anyone had success with them?
You guys are great

Thank you so much for writing me...I had joined another group on MSN...and they DELETED my post!!!

I was so upset...
Thank you again

and I wish you all well too!!!