this isnt to any one in perticular but writing so dont blow gasket.
i have medicaid with share cost and no one excepts it at all
called many orthos and neuros and wont do it.
call my health provider today and they said the only one takes it is the jerk i just saw friday which be damb ill see him again after what he did. im stuck with no doc, pain management or therapy, to help me and primary says hospitals will take you in. well i dont wont hospital i wont help
how can medicaide give insurance to people and not have doctors to cover all feilds of medicine?
im hurting frustrated, and very mad that i let my self get this way. im tired of feeling like a my life is wrapped around a pill or pills to ease pain that could be remedyed my a doctor.
im sick of the sleepless nights and the weakness and the dharp pains and now the hamstring pains and nots. im tired of it all. i have no mintal compasity any more to think strait and feel like im imbobolized because of my pain.im at a large ******* wall that only GOD could get over and everywhere i turn its constant disapointment. almost out of meds for the pain that doesnt work but make me feel high 24/7 that got from my pd who isnt associated w/ the back. and she said cant do anything else. im loosing mind and at the end of rope. sorry
for this guys just so confussed of what to do
michelle
got to vent 
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