I am 28yrs old female with a 'S' shaped curve. I am married and have a 15 months baby boy.
My curve when I was 15 was 23 degrees. I discovered when I was tailoring a dress and the zipper in my back was shaping an S.
Then went home and discovered the problem, and then went to see a doc, and said that was nothing to worry about, only I should do is GPR (Global posture reeducation) I did that for a month and curve decreased to 20 degrees.
I moved countries and continued with another physiotherapist, but he had another type of exercises.. I did a few months and stopped.
Then I just forgot about my scoliosis until recently I dont know why the only thing I think about is my back. I went to see a doc here and had an x-ray and curve is no 34 degrees. I am so depressed from this.
I am now having physiotherapy again, bec I have been having pain.. its been almost 3 weeks doing so. I dont know if the physiotherapist knows what she is doing because here where I live the doctors arent very good. So I am just doing what she is telling me to do.
She also said that my back will never be straight.. something I already knew about, then she said that we should just avoid it from getting worse. ***? I dont want it to get worse. I swear, I am miserable, and I feel myself twisted. How will I look like when I am old???????????????????????????????
Please tell me what should I do? I am having problems emotionally, and it is kicking my marriage and everything around me. I hate myself, because I am in pain a lot sometimes.
Also, I hate it because I cannot carry my son a lot, it drives my back insane.
Will carrying him twist my back even more? I am scared it makes it even more curvier
Can someone please talk to me?