Hi everyone. I have been having too many problems that I contantly worry about. and I feel helpless, like there is no way out. Last week I got a letter from a lawyer that said I owed over 3000$ on an outstanding balance of a credit card, that I never even used. My old boyfriend from 3 years ago had a card that was in my name too, and it's really his debt. I wrote a letter back to the lawyer and I emailed my old friend. This is really bothering me, because I've always had good credit with the one account that I do have.
Also I am living in a mobile that is way over my budget, and I w
as planning on getting applications for low income apts. But I have no help when it comes to moving my stuff. My brother was telling me that he couldn't help and that my sister couldn't either because her fiance is very sick with liver disease and she is taking care of him. My brother told me that me moving soon would be 'bad timing.
I am so unmotivated that I feel that I'm unable to get a part time job, and my ssi just isn't enough. This unmotivation and depression seems to be getting much worse than it has been. I feel totally alone and helpless with no one else to turn to. I stay up late and don't get up til after noon, and I am feeling empty and listless. Going to my doc every 2 months doesn't seem to help, but at least I go there for my meds. Anyway I just needed to vent and I know this board is good for that. It's good to know that there are other people who can relate to problems similar to mine, and who understand bi-polar disorder.
Feeling totally unmotivated and helpless 
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