Just thought I would say Hello ...Good morning more like it... even though I havent gone to bed yet.. Ive tried numerous times... Im just not tired... But it is normal for me. I have to force myself to go to sleep very night.. I take serequol but I ran out so I didnt have any for last night.

so here I am watching the sun set and rise. I am bored out of my mind...

I already read a whole book and I can barely remember what it was about except for the fact that I read it already.

There is nothing on tv and even if there was it wouldnt hold my attention long enough anyways. I feel bad waking anyone in the house up. But I def shouldnt be up by myself. Way tooo much time to think and it is usually neg. thoughts.

(((Off topic.. I finally decided to go back to school yesterday my mind is made up I am gonna do what ever it takes to get through it this time. ))) ok back to me b*tchin I feel like i dont even need the sleep. Although I KNOW I do. Any suggestions to help me sleep...it is falling asleep that trooubles me the most. The serequol keeps me sleeping(100mg)? Ok well I am gonna go for now.... give this sleep thing you guys talk so highly about a try.
Until Next Time
Lauren
I should be

but instead I am