Yes you will, dragon. There are so many combinations of so many drugs with so many different dosage levels, not to mention all the other non-drug treatments... it can take years of cause and effect, of trial and error. But somehow, it is possible to get stabilized.
I'm a rapid cycler as well. I still am not 100% but I am waaaaay better.
Care "in the states"... it DEFINITELY depends on WHERE in the states!! The US is so large and diverse, and everything varies from really really bad to really really good, all depending on where you are! Are you thinking maybe of moving? There certainly are a lot of options over here, but given that I don't really know how it is in Ireland, I can't really compare.
Kristina