I wake up in the morning and take pills to make my day a little brighter. They are prescribed to me so I don't feel like I'm doing anything wrong. I make breakfast for my 10 month old and feed him. Then I eat. I do my dishes and sit down in front of the TV with my son by my side. On some busy days I take him to day care. Busy days I do my running around. Non busy days I run around the house after him.
I am a rapid cycler, I cycle through the day. My moods can change with the blink of an eye. I go from
like no bodys business. My thoughts race all the time. I feel trapped in the middle of them. Like they are swarming around me and I can only drift to the bottom, trying to grow gills.
I wasn't always like this. When I was little I remember being different.