Thanks for starting this, I know things were going a bit rough for 'K' a while ago and I think I might have upset her on a posting I did recently. I missed her off my list of people here that I relate to very well. I knew I had forgotten someone but couldn't think who... It was 'K'... I think that with her feeling low it made things worse...no way to say sorry to anybody here though is there...I hope she comes back soon...
My apologies to anyone that might still be around for not repsonding sooner, but yes
I do have a HUGE MAJOR GIGANTIC problem with feeling rejected, getting offended, betrayed, etc, etc, etc and then I put up my wall to avoid feeling any more hurt and walk away. Nothing has changed except that I know I have this uncontrolable problem which I cant seem to over come. I've even been in counselling the last 6 months and although I acutally like this counselor she hasnt been much help in that department. In fact I've felt offended by her actions several times yet this problem is actually small compared to other problems my meds just dont seem to help. Anyone that's here reading these boards Im sure can relate in their own way.
Best wishes to all this Holdiay Season, K