Re: Life seems to Jump up and down
Hi there. I was also in denial, and I still am sometimes. I have begun therapy and been on lamictal for about 3 wks now, but my pdoc says it will not kick in for a while. I was originally diaganosed post partum depression and spent a few months on and off prozac. (once again denial would throw me off the meds). My best advice is see a pdoc that you trust and try to remember that he IS the dr. and try to follow whatever plan he has for you , if it doesn't work out, DISCUSS it with him. don't just do what you think is right. It will really end up taking longer. I just keep thinking of all the time I have wasted, and sometimes I still want to quit the whole thing. I am also seeing a therapist who I really like too. I was seeing a couple other people who I didn't like, trust etc. and it really took me off my goal. Sorry I have gone on and on. I have had a really tearful , wanting to give up week, but I am still hanging in there, what else can you do? You WILL get better. Its hard to remember sometimes, but it is true. I love to get out and walk and blast music. That seems to be calming for me. Oh and organizing stuff and throwing stuff away, and buying new stuff. Ok, I will shut up already!
Good luck and take care! Love, Lori