| Hi
This is what happens to me and is the reason I think I may be bipolar. So tell me if you think it sounds like it.
Sometimes I go on -I used to call them adrenalin binges. I can't sleep. I feel closer to God, I feel like I could be God. I take stupid risks, look for trouble. I'm very violent and destructive. Drugs, criminal activity, self-injury.
Then a light switches and I'm incredibly depressed. I'm tired, hungry, and suicidal. I stay and bed and cover my windows with sheets.
The thing is, this happens often in one day's time. All the people I hear tell me they stay on the mania for days and the depression for days. Sometimes I do, but most of the time I don't.
Like yesterday I was okay because I was in school. But when I got home I laid down and just felt the blood rushing. I got out a baseball bat and went outside and started beating any object that I legally could. I felt like I was possessed. I went inside and starting throwing everything around, I felt like I couldn't help myself. Then I slid against the wall and cried until I fell asleep.
Then I woke up and was "normal" again.
This is making me exhausted.
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