Re: Oh, LoopyTurtle...
I'm here . . . thanks for caring about me. I check in usually every day or so, but missed the last few days. Obviously, or I would have seen your message earlier. I just don't seem to have the energy to post much. I miss my mania. The good thing is I'm starting to stay in one place moods-wise. The frustrating part is I seem to get stuck in the depression part. I raised the Lamictal and it seems to be helping. I'm not as low as I have been.
I panicked about school and quit. Not the first time. Maybe next attempt will be the charm.
I also stayed in a shelter for almost two weeks. I felt more threatened there than I do in my truck. So I checked out of there.
My current challenge is getting myself to go out and apply for jobs. I panick about applications. Even more so now that I have messed up my job history and have been turned down a couple of times. The money has pretty much run out though, so this procrastinator needs to kick into gear.
So, anyway, I'm hanging on. Maybe soon I'll be back in full force.