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Old 07-01-2005, 03:09 PM   #1
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Unhappy I'm feeling depressed

I feel like there is no one out there and feel really isolated. I haven't been doing to good lately, went back on drugs-heroin. I'm so diappointed in myself. And this depression thing hasn't gotten any better either. I'm new at this bipolor disorder is there anyone who could give any advices on what to do. Besides the obvisious of quitting the smack (which I'm truley am but not successful at) and getting a hold of a bp doctor (I will as soon as I get some money). I guess I'm just looking for someone who can relate to what I'm going through. I really want to talk to someone. Anyone. please.

Travis

 
Old 07-01-2005, 03:56 PM   #2
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Re: I'm feeling depressed

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I feel like there is no one out there and feel really isolated. I haven't been doing to good lately, went back on drugs-heroin. I'm so diappointed in myself. And this depression thing hasn't gotten any better either. I'm new at this bipolor disorder is there anyone who could give any advices on what to do. Besides the obvisious of quitting the smack (which I'm truley am but not successful at) and getting a hold of a bp doctor (I will as soon as I get some money). I guess I'm just looking for someone who can relate to what I'm going through. I really want to talk to someone. Anyone. please.

Travis
Travis
I'm so sorry that your hurting. I have felt the way you are feeling. Do you have a doctor that is helping you with meds or anything? I don't really have any good advice, I'm sorry. But, I will say that you are not alone. I know this is a lonely disease and makes you feel awful. But, if nothing else, you can come on here and read stories of people just like you or ask for help or even just some one to chat with. I will keep you in my prayers. Don't be disappointed in yourself for getting back on heroin. Just keep looking forward to what you can change in the future, not in the mistakes of the past. You can't change what has already happened, but you can work on what you'll do next. Keep in touch.
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Old 07-01-2005, 04:08 PM   #3
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Re: I'm feeling depressed

I've been reading around and posting some. But there are days where I just feel like an outsider looking in.

I don't have a doc to help me, but I'm still looking for one. They are hard to find.

Travis

 
Old 07-01-2005, 04:19 PM   #4
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Re: I'm feeling depressed

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I've been reading around and posting some. But there are days where I just feel like an outsider looking in.

I don't have a doc to help me, but I'm still looking for one. They are hard to find.

Travis
I know that feeling. I have had so many docs in the past, and am still unhappy with the lack of help I'm getting. But, I have faith that I will find one soon.
Have you ever thought about going to an inpatient facility? I know it sounds scary, but I think sometimes they are very helpful. Do they have any inpatient drug rehabs or inpatient psych facilities in your city ? Sometimes if you can get into a place like that, they can get your meds corrected and leveled out.
If not, just keep looking for a doc. They are out there, just tricky to find.
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Old 07-01-2005, 04:46 PM   #5
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Re: I'm feeling depressed

inpatient drug rehabs are way to exspensive and the ones that are affordable are of no help. Hopefully one day I'll get a scolorship (yeap, they call it scolorship) for an inpatient facility. There is an inpatient psych facility not far from where I live. I did a two week stay there last Feb. when I was first diagnosed. I really don't want to go back there, I don't think they treat their patients well. But I'm starting to think I should start looking for a better one.

Well I gotta get going

Talk to you later

Travis

 
Old 07-01-2005, 06:26 PM   #6
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Re: I'm feeling depressed

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Originally Posted by Travis420
I feel like there is no one out there and feel really isolated. I haven't been doing to good lately, went back on drugs-heroin. I'm so diappointed in myself. And this depression thing hasn't gotten any better either. I'm new at this bipolor disorder is there anyone who could give any advices on what to do. Besides the obvisious of quitting the smack (which I'm truley am but not successful at) and getting a hold of a bp doctor (I will as soon as I get some money). I guess I'm just looking for someone who can relate to what I'm going through. I really want to talk to someone. Anyone. please.

Travis
From Gee Gee,
Travis, it sounds like you are answering your own questions. I am sorry you
are feeling so isolated. Could you call a friend ?
I am sorry I really can't relate to you, about your drug problem.

I just read a post by someone who has a sick wife, he is Bipolar and so is
their son...,
I can tell you that when I think I have a problem, I can always find someone
who is going through a much harder time than I am !
This is when I count my blessings....,

Sending Many Blessings your way...,
Take Care,
Gee Gee

 
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