Oh lord - of course we have felt that way, you poor thing! I hate having to wait to see a Dr - I am in the exact same place right now - just barely holding it together and counting the days ( I actually thought my apt was yesterday - went and was told it was the next week - it took everything I had not to start bawling right there!!!)
I can barely stand my husband, my children, my dog and my friends! They all bug the %*&^ out of me *L* My goal is not to say anything or do anything I will regret...to just make it until I get to the doctor. I have just turned my pace way down in my life. I spend a good percentage of the day writing in my journal and on here talking to other bipolars because it seems to keep my anxiety level down. I do very little of what I think I "should" be doing so that I know I can make it to my apt without ending my marriage or breaking up a 20 year friendship or spanking my kids! That's the best I can do and that is my plan. 6 days and counting.......I'll be on your counting team....hang in there.