Re: Think I'm becoming manic
Okay, on the night of the day I wrote this, I had some hallucinations. Mainly when I closed my eyes, I could see visions that would warp into other visions. I took some Zyprexa.
Thursday, I was okay. Took Zyprexa.
Friday I felt good. So it made me question why I felt good. Mania or stabilization. I also bought 4 different lighters that I thought were pretty at the gas station. Impulse spending?
Saturday I would break into a smile every now and then. Again, I questioned why. Took Zyprexa.
Ok, so now I am thinking that I am a little too paranoid. I think I am reading a little too much into this and should just relax and enjoy feeling good.
After reading what I posted about lithium only, I think I have felt better and I have not worried so much about the mania. (Then again, it could be the anti-psychotic, which I will not continue taking.) I guess I am just worried that I went through the beginning stages and the worst is yet to come.
Thanks for letting me analyze. If you have input, great, if not, then thank you for listening. Okay, I'm done.
Last edited by kathryn00; 08-20-2005 at 08:35 PM.