Re: I am finding some similarties with some of these!
I am so sorry that your in the state your in....you can change it though as the last post said you need to start with drug rehab and most likely drop the association you have. I went through a similar situation, but I had a husband and he protected my son from his stupid mothers antics.... He is and did go through HELL and I didn't no I had an illness until last Nov.. Now it explains allot. My first start in at least getting off the drugs was association. I called everyone I knew and told them point blank stay the hell away from me! Even my closest friends (cocaine) was my choice of drug tooo as it is for allot of manic people! To this day I don't associate with those people because I know there not good for me. Most of them are dead or in Jail anyhow said life... Sorry if this isn't the answer your looking for... I still have allot of issues but I live one day at a time and I have my 3 kids to think about which at times is overwhelming but the will to leave for them is sometimes the only thing that makes me through one more day.... Much Love Lynelle
Last edited by lynelle101; 04-20-2006 at 12:49 PM.