rd1978

I have a close friend who i beleive to be bi- polar well she shows many of the common symptoms ,, my main question is when she seems like she is up she says some things that are truly uncalled for and her compassion for things is little to none i guess she really just doesnt care about important things as much as normal i guess i would say...

now when she seems down It gets frustrating because she is always saying how much of a piece of S*!t she is and how she screws everything up and she wants to die and life sucks and how can people deal with it etc.etc. i dont know if someone would "truly" say things like this for attention,, i know when she is depressed of her actions and words.. i know she is on a couple of diff meds ,, only know of xanex ,, i know she is pretty regular with it- she def has a couple of bottles in her purse at all times...

the times when i enjoy her the most is when she is in the "middle" or slighty depressed maybe,, she know whats good in her life ,, she know whats bad in her life and she knows what she wants to do to make things right.. she wants to straighten up

but does she know when she says things are are not right or when she does things that are uncalled for or a classic that ive heard out of
her b/f mouth and a good friend of hers mouth ,, that she always screws things up that are good for her,i was there 1 time when her b'f said it to her on the phone and she broke down big -time
i dont know when she calms down if she realizes the thigns she has done or said just kind of wondering if that is why she puts herself down or thats just her way of looking for attention