Please i need some advice i dont know what 2 do - Bipolar Disorder Message Board

fallen_angel · 07-17-2006, 01:40 PM

hi jennifer,
sorry to hear how bad things have been for you.
im not an expert but i personally think this sounds like severe anxiety disorder with panic attacks or something along those lines, bipolar involves swings of mood with manic episodes and it doesnt sound as though you are alternating between moods but more like on going anxiety. i do get some anxiety with my bipolar including the upset stomach you spoke about and i also pull my eyelashes out, but this tends to be when im in a manic phase.
the most important thing is to see a pdoc and get a proper evualation and diagnosis so you can start treatment, you dont have to suffer like this.
good luck

JenniferLPilg66 · 07-17-2006, 04:10 PM

thank you for replying. Even though you and i dont or might not have the same sickness it makes me feel better for someone who can relate somewhat and not think ive just gone crazy. Thanks for giving me a ray of hope. I made an appointment to go to the dr on wednesday and i hope all goes well. Is there any kindof medication that i should be doing research on before i go to the dr that can treat that? or would i more than likely need to see a councelor? If so then i would like to do some research before i go so i know my options. thanks again

Jennifer

coffeegirl2 · 07-17-2006, 05:47 PM

Jennifer

How long have you been taking the Adderall? My son took Adderall for his ADHD and it caused him to lose his appetite tremendously. Along with nerves, the Adderall might be part of why your stomach is upset- a combination of the two. The dosage you are taking might be more than what your body can handle or you could be having an allergic reaction if you are also having a rash, as you had also mentioned. You might want to visit your MD about this, as they would be in the right position to figure this out for you.

Severe stress effects people differently, and what you are describing is that. Only a pdoc/tdoc would be in the right position to diagnosis a person. Have you contacted a pdoc/tdoc (psychiatrist or therapist) yet? If not, it would be souly in your best interest to contact either or both. The pdoc to get a full mental health exam to determine if you have any other illness' and the tdoc to help sort out things that are going on in your life, and to help you find some structure for your family.

I see a tdoc and pdoc both monthly and bi-monthly. The tdoc helps provide structure for me, even though I'm married, I've made a mess of my life a few times while being married and almost lost my marriage due to 'being bipolar' and mentally ill. Taking care of onesself is taking a step into the forward and right direction, and means that a person is doing the best they can to care for themselves and their family.

This is something you can do if you set your mind to it. Believe in you. Go for it girl!!

Many hugs

Coffeegirl

JenniferLPilg66 · 07-17-2006, 06:58 PM

I have an appointment wednesday and the adderall is the first thing i'm going to ask about. I figured that could intensify how ive been feeling. Ive always had problems with depression and add, and anxiety, and ofcourse stress (who doesnt), but here lately its been 10 times worse and i figured it could be numerous of things....like my meds, the fact i have a new baby and 2 kids to take care of now, my hubby started a new job where hes gone a week and home a week(and i miss him and i got used to him comming home every night to help me with the kids). Also there is alot of mental problems in my family as in, depression panick attacks/anxiety, my mom is bipolar but shes in denial. So i wasnt sure if any of those things could be passed down. I too want to get in controll of my problem because poor Garrett (hubby) just doesnt understand and i knwo he can only try to help soo much and i know he can only take too much because I KNOW it has to be stressful and overwhelming putting up with me sometimes. I'm just thankful that i know i have a problem instead of being like my mother who is in denial and has hurt many people along the way including herself. I DO NOT want my kids to grow up like ive had to. I'm broke for now until Garrett starts bringing in a check (which is another constant worry), so i'm on medicaid;therefore i'll have to go to the regular family doctor and hopefully she will write me a referral so that i can see a pdoc or a tdoc because thats the only way medicaid will pay for it. Thank you so much for you advice and your experience and i hope things stay better for you.

Jennifer

goody2shuz · 07-17-2006, 07:21 PM

Hi, Jennifer

First you need a ((((HUG)))) and then someone to tell you that it's going to be okay!! And you know why???? Because in reading your post I can see that you really want it to be okay. And it will be because you are fighting for it to be.

Nobody here is an expert but I have done alot of research trying to help my daughter who has just recently been diagnosed Bipolar. For one it your mom is Bipolar there is a good chance of you having it as well. And it IS treatable so that is the good news. Also, it is a known fact that Bipolar will be triggered or worsten during adolescence when hormonal levels surge, after the birth of a baby (postpartum), or during menopause. So you fit the criteria there as well.

You definitely need to go to your doctor and get the referral. I really am impressed with the fact that you want to get help, most people will avoid doing so but you will get better because you want to. The first step to getting there is getting to the doctor. From there it is trying to find the right treatment and meds.

Do you have any extended family to call upon for support??? I know that this must be a difficult time but it is soooo important for you to take care of yourself. You need to get enough sleep, eat right, and exercise.....that is so important not only for a new mom but especially for somebody who may be Bipolar. Any stress you can alleviate is sooo important so do not hesitate to call upon friends and family to help you out when hubby is unable to.

We are here if you need to talk to someone.....venting is another good thing to do and will take some of the pressure off of hubby too.

You will be alright.....you know you need help and I know that you will get it. Make that appointment ASAP....the sooner you get to the doctor the sooner you will be on your way to feeling better.

God bless you for being such a wonderful mom to your kids....they are lucky to have you. ~ Goody