Hi, Hathor. In response to your question - I read what you mentioned in another post about jumping off a roof to see if it was possible, and trying to amputate your finger because you thought you knew better than the doctor. To me, that definitely indicates a serious condition that must be addressed. I am not a psychiatrist, so I don't know whether the diagnosis would be bipolar I, bipolar II, or something else entirely - but it is clear that there are issues that need to be addressed. I am sorry that your mother doesn't take you seriously. I wish I had some advice for you on that one, but I don't. Good luck in finding the help that you need, and in accomplishing the health that you are striving for.
Just because your paranoid, doesn't mean they're not out to get you.