Micky

I havent been on antidepressants for awhile but think it may be time again........ I am getting myself off of Adderal,,,,,tapering, it was a brilliant idea to lose weight,and it worked but now I hate myself for doing that. That is another issue , my weight, I have lost weight but the way is not eating, which is not good at all for the body. I know all of this. I read , have read and studied alot about my condition, but when you have a flare up going on ,,,,,add to that fibromyalgia pain, stress etc. you forget your common good sense.

I am on 1 mg klonopin at nite and it has helped me alot, but i think I need help in other departments such as food obsession, obsessive thougths, lack of energy, irritability, ( due to no doubt the Ampetimine adderal).

I wonder if any of you have tried Prozac as the main drug for bipolar II? What about Klonpin? I want to get better, and I know I will always need some kind of med, but for the right reasons and for my good, not taking things to hurt myself.

I seem to be on a self destructive path,,,,,I am smoking now for the first time in my life,,,,,,,,36 ,female and have even purged my food in attempts to get rid of my over indulgence, that is not all the time and I am worried I am heading down a more dangerous road there. I know all about that first hand, my sis in law went down to 86 lbs and almost died. I am not ignorant of what can happen.

I got drunk the other nite, while out dancing and got in a fight with my hubby..... I am so embarrassed at the things I did. I wont even go into it all, but it was nothing short of self destructive behavior.

I drink only once a week when we go out, and I dont know why I feel I have to drink that much but I do.

I just got out of a relious cult I was raised in and am dealing with the loss of my religion and feeling like a lost soul . I am finding my way......... it has been painful. But I do see progress,,,,,,,,, until lately,,,,,,I just need advice on the meds and your experience with it. I will not take lithium made me sick or anything that will pack on the pounds.

It is so sad,to be so vain, I used to take Elavil at nite for the fibromyalgia but i gained weight,,,, i stopped it even thou it helped.

I am just wanting to hear from others right now.