Tired : you said,
"I just want to thank you for the replies. I am having a real hard time and being on the computer is hard with my head and eyes feeling like they do. I just got a call from my counsler and she made me see that I am not crazy and wants me in tomorrow am right away. I thank god for my husband and all of you who care."
Just know that your counsler is A "person too". She knows what your head and "Eyes" feel like. She "SEES" that you just need help. Tomorrow will bring the "Light of Day with you and your Counsler. Your husband aiready knows that all will be well.
Eyes ( are with You )