I have a pretty intense job, and some family issues, as well as dealing with
the clutter, anger problems, and all that seem to go along with this disorder
they call bipolar. Sometimes I feel it is just too much, but I always seem
to trudge along. I have this excessive need to keep going no matter what.
If its going 80 miles per hour on the highway or keeping my boss happy.
I also have this phobia of bugs, and seem to be seeing them, when I can't
really tell if their there or not. I don't want to tell my doctor because I don't
want him to put me on something else. I already have gained 60 lbs on some
other medication and don't like the side affects. Any thoughts.