Hi, I'm sorry this is long, but it's a long story. Thank you for listening to anyone who reaches the end
I've been posting on the depression boards for a while, as until now it was what I was diagnosed with (in Feb). However after suffering several other bout of depression with no explanation of where it came from, I went back to the doctors. After discussing everything I could at the time he finally came to the decission that bloods should be taken to rule out any physical reason for the depression. But if they were to come back normal he wants to refere me to a pdoc as my symptoms were sounding more like Bipolar than just depression But also said that as he is not a specialist, he does not want to diagnose me on his opinion alone.
So basically at the moment I am now waiting for the blood results to see whether I am going to be sent to the pdoc or not. I am very worried about this and although (this may sound silly) I consider myself to be a very deeply understanding person especially when it comes to other peoples emotions, I can't help feeling a little scared of what this might mean.
As for my emotions at the moment I have once again gone from
I know i'm not going to sleep easy again tonight. Oh well...I will copy my origional post from the depression board for anyone who wants to know about medication, mood cycles and so on after this post and once again thank you for reading my ramblings and any support you can give would be really appreciated, thanks!