bipolar :( ???
im not sure if i have bipolar or not. i went out with this guy for 2 years and he always claimed i was manic deppresant. but i thought i acted like that because i didnt trust him. but now that i've been single for a while im startin to notice things about myself. i go threw mood swings all day every day. and when im in a good mood i find myself being afraid that depression will sink in at any moment and ruin it. my best friend said it seems like i have it too. i just cant stay happy for too long at all. i get so mad at people putting me in bad moods, because i've worked so hard to be happy. and its like anything can crush my mood. i get sad for no reason. and then i go on these periods where im really happy and everything is perfect. i just dont like that it goes away. my moods are so drastic. sometimes i get suicidal thoughts, other times im soooooooooooooooo extremely happy and i love my life. i dont get it, and its takin a toll on my quality of life.