im joe 34 and bi-polar im on meds but i still get days where i am just looking for a fight to so i can freak out, now i only get these feeling when i go a day or two without a break down i need to mention this to my doc and therapist but just wanted to see if i was alone with this i think my body misses the fight and thats all i can think of its just hard to explain let me know if im alone with this.
ugh somedays I feel that extreme anger take over me too. I just look for any little thing/excuse to get angry at people and start fights. I wish I didn't feel like that! Anyway, it is definitely a good idea to mention this to your pdoc. An adjustment in your meds might help.
You are not alone. I am dealing with bipolar and chronic pain, and right now I have spent all day badgering my boyfriend, just to see if he'd take the bait. Finally I told him to leave cuz I would rather be alone. I push and push until I make him totally mad, then I feel worse. Go figure. Life sucks right now.