Hi Zoe
i was wrongly treated for just depression for 11 years before being correctly diagnosed bipolar II in May this year. I took various ssri's and the name celexa rings a bell so im sure i have taken that at some point.
i experienced extreme hypomania while taking ssri's to the point where people were convinced i was on drugs, thats when i did my worst spending and drinking and other reckless behaviour, people with bipolar should not take ssri's alone as they are known for inducing mania and keeping bipolars too high. Some times they are given alongside a mood stabiilser but shouldnt be taken on their own in bipolar patients. i, like you, would occasionally crash down and even get suicidal alongside these high spells. Thats why its so important to get the correct diagnosis and treatment.
Have you been properly diagnosed as bipolar and are you taking any other meds? I recognise your name but cant remember your story