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Old 11-07-2006, 08:35 PM   #1
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okay i got on depakote started feeling better and now well now i feel so depressed i hate my life i feel like i ruin my family's time they want to play well guess what mommy does not and i want to scream out WHY ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i just don't want to be around people and the meds make me so tired my 9 year old always says mom are you mad at me because sometimes he makes me so mad my insides twist he does not know that but must feel it my 2 year old always fake cries not throwing a fit but she fake cries with me when all i can do is that i hate this diseases and i hate myself for having the problem if i would have known life was gonna be like this i never would have married or had children because one day I'm mom and the nest shes gone all i do is cry or yell or want to be alone i need a xanx sorry everyone i try to be positive shelb

 
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((((((((Shelb))))))))))......you are doing what you need to do to get better. I am so sorry that your moods seem to be all over the place. Are you on anything else besides the Depakote???? If not perhaps you need something else added in. Communicating with your doctor is soooo important in getting the meds straightened out.

You have alot going on here....we're almost into the winter season which is known to throw things more into the depressive side and many people need to make some adjustments to their meds. And having 2 small children adds alot of stress to the equation.....don't put the added guilt upon yourself, you are doing the best that you can under the circumstances. The important thing here is to make sure that you do your very best to eat well, get some exercise, make sure that you get proper sleep and take your meds. Keep track of how you are doing on the meds by keeping a journal of your moods and discussing them with your doctor so that he may make any necessary adjustments.

YOu say that you started the Depakote but it takes sometime to get at a level where it is going to work sometimes weeks if not months. All of these meds will naturally want to be rejected by our bodies, however, after a few weeks our bodies will start to feel the positive things that they will do.

So keep that chin up and know that tomorrow is another day and is bound to be better.

((((HUGS)))) ~ Goody

 
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goody, yes im on wellbutrinxl 150and xanx im just soooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired and my gosh the guilt im doing all i can as for the doc) so im really frusterated thanks for posting back shelb

 
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Re: im gonna lose it

I'm currently on depakote and have never been so depressed in my life, can't wait to come off the stuff, hopefully should be in the next couple of months or so.
Definitley don't want any antidepressants, i know why i'm down, it's the depakote and once i'm off it things should start to get better. Did you know that depakote isn't for long term mood stabilising but is an agent for reducing mania during manic phases.


from the official depakote website:
"DEPAKOTE is approved for the treatment of manic episodes associated with bipolar disorder. A manic episode is a distinct period of abnormally and persistent elevated and irritable mood that may also involve aggressive behavior"

 
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[I]so when your off the depakote what meds will you take?i got like this before i even started the depakote so i really cant blame it on the meds i just want it to work now and my mania is a real bad thing as well but thanks for the info i love to be informed in fact ill probably go to that site thanks again shelb[ /I]

 
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