Lisacheckm8

Hi All,
I really need some input on whether my current state of agitation and irritability is because of my meds 15mg Zyprexa and 400mg Tegretol or whether it is merely me coming out of a hypomanic episode. Everything and everyone is making me feel so on edge and I am trying so hard to lighten up.......but I can't. I just feel like walking out of my own life, I feel like it is hemming me in.........just to walk and keep walking feels so attractive to me at the moment. I feel like crying but I physically can't....not sure why I feel like crying, just know I feel out of sorts. I know this is the ramblings of a fool but just need to know what it is I am feeling, sorry

Lisa