| | Today
Today I have felt up and down. I have thought of every possible mistake I have made in life and how I could have done better. Today I have cried and wished I could take back things in my life. Today I became angry because I have BP and would rather have something physical so that others could see and maybe sympathize more. Today I was told how bad of a person that I can be. Today I was ignored by my mother as I cried for help. Today has been long and scary and I thought I would not make it through. But today I have overcome all this and am sitting here deciding that i will make it. Today I will forgive myself for my past actions. Today I will try to quit the regret and think about the future. Today I will realize that some people will never be there for me like I want them to be and life does not always turn out the way you expect it too. Today I realize that I will continue to make it as I always have with the help of my husband, children, and the good Lord above. Today I will set my mind to be more positive and think of all the good things that lie ahead. Today will soon be tomorrow, next week, and forgotten.