Thanks for the warm welcome!
I did take diazepam for a number of years but had a problem with dependence. One of my wilder episodes arrived about three months after I quit taking it. 30 mg of Lexapro daily contributed to that wild ride.
It's when my PDoc saw the motorcycle helmet that he finally spilled the beans about BP. That said, I love the motorcycle. The hypomanic phases seem to include a desire for the sensation of rapid movement, although I am very careful, if that makes any sense.
I have a couple of BP books and am in the state of mind to read them quickly.
Anyway, after being locked away on the dark side for awhile I'm happy to be on the high side of things. The depression is really bad.
My wife and PDoc are monitoring things to keep me in line.
LW