Paige1989

I just was discharged from the hospital today and I think the med combo is finally right. And this hospitalisation went soooo much better than the last one because I knew what I was going in for so there weren't as many anxiety attacks/crying spells this time. Anyway, the combo as it stands is:
600mg. Seroquel (500mg. at night, 50mg. in the morning, 50mg. in the afternoon)
400mg. Lamictal (200mg. at night, 200mg. in the morning).
0.5mg. Ativan in the morning.
0.5mg. Ativan in the afternoon PRN
1mg. Klonopin in the morning.

I guess the real test of stability for me this time was Sunday (my birthday) because not only was I in the hospital instead of out with my friends or something, but also Mark (adoptive father) didn't call, which would have sent me into a depressive episode under circumstances pre-med. change. SO I think the combination's right now. And because of Mark's lack of caring, I've decided to e-mail him stating that for now, I'm not talking to him any longer...this was just the last straw....But anyway, less agitation/anxiety which I credit to the Seroquel 'cause that's the only med. my pdoc messed with. So I'm going to stay home from school tomorrow and maybe Thursday to just get back on track and get some of my make-up work finished so I know where I'm starting in all of my classes when I go back, and I'm going to try really hard to take things slower this time and not to panic about missing work and the like. Plus applying to colleges is on the horizon (I realllllly need to get started) so I'm going to have to keep that stress level down as well.

So that's what's going on here - how are y'all doing?

~~Paige

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Bipolar Ultradian Cycler
400mg. Lamictal
600mg. Seroquel
1mg. Klonopin
0.5-1mg. Ativan
I'm not crazy ~ I'm mentally interesting!