Manic Depression - Bipolar Disorder Message Board

yster · 04-22-2008, 08:43 AM

I'm 27, and have been struggling with manic depression for some time now. Even though I've been taking drugs to help, prayed to God, tried books and self help jobbies, nothing works and my highs and lows are getting more extreme and closer together. My wife and son is suffering because of it and she wants to leave me. I don't know what to do or where to go. I feel like I'm at my wit's end. I can't see myself going through this for the rest of my life...

I don't have money or the time to go to a doctor. Please help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2littleangels · 04-22-2008, 09:10 AM

Will you describe what your ups and downs are like..... ?? and please read my post... "is this depression" your situation situation sorta sounds like mine

Im almost 27 as well

Llama · 04-22-2008, 10:58 PM

You could find a free clinic in your area to get to see a doc on a sliding scale or for free. They will also help you get the meds that you need to treat bipolar disorder. I know you say you don't have the time, but it will be worth it to invest in your health. Otherwise, how will you continue like this if things are so bad? A little time will go a long way towards recovery.

seaturtle · 04-23-2008, 07:35 PM

Hi,

I, too, feel that getting help must be your absolutely first priority. Your son in important in your life, and you CAN get better if you get the proper help The time spent in seeking and getting help is an investment in your future and your son's future.

So make it the most important thing in your life right now. Everything that comes after will depend on that help and on your recovery.
Please seek support here, too. Keep us posted.

felinesque · 04-24-2008, 02:46 AM

What country do you live in? Different countries have different means of obtaining free or cheap medical care.

In the mean-time, it is important to remember that you yourself are one of the most important and strongest weapons you have against this illness. I learnt from watching my Dad let his Bipolar control him that I wouldn't let mine get the upper hand. My Dad, in the last few years, has learnt the same lesson and has never been happier and healthier (at least five years without a severe episode - awesome stuff)

Yes, it is easier said than done - I fight this illness each and every day. The people in my life who I cherish and love are my inspiration. When I have had a good day, I can look back upon it and be proud of myself, and even reward myself for good work! When I've had a crappy day, I just lean on my loved ones, or on a support network (like this one) who understands the illness.

Hang in there - you can get the upper hand *hugs*