welcome aboard!!!
I love this board!! it has guided me many of a time. Even if you are just looking and reading other posts and dont replied. After a while you get the "hang" of it, that you are NOT ALONE - believe me!! this board is a good outlet to talk to people with the same or similar condition. They accept you unconditional! - They dont "know you " from Adam - but it's nice to know there is a place you can go to and vent. I do!
It good therapy I think. By the way I'm on Seroquel - i take 50mg in the morning and 50 in the afternoon and 200mg at night - believe me at night -it WILL make you go nite nite.
But before I took it , I was mentally all over the place- OVER THINKING- worrying about crap for no stupid reason. Because I wish i gone on it sooner , now I'm working 20 hours at home and struggle BAD. Because on my bipolar. luckily, my boss is half way understanding. I still have my health insurance

If i didnt have that and still tring to find a regular job in "this market" i think i would of lost it by now. I'm not saying I haven't have my moment's - I did one thing positive today.
I took a nice long bike ride today it was nice!! well with the price of gas now - im sorta force to - so look at things that way - find a trolly in your town other ways to save on gas. The bus - because I'm sure with the rest of us, with or with out insurance our meds are the most important thing on our list - even before food!!!
crazi....