| Hello! New here! Did my doctor lie to me?
Hello all, I am newly diagnosed BP, and still coming to terms with this diagnosis (meaning I don't quite believe it!). The reason I was diagnosed is because, well, I don't sleep! Haven't quite slept this summer. I wonder how I manage to do this and not die!
The rest of the BP diagnosis doesn't altogther fit, although the spending and and irritibility does match somewhat.
Anyhoo - my question to my new brethren and sistren is this: I have tried:
1. Zyprexa - too much weight gain!
2. Abilify - too much jitters and stopped helping me go to sleep.
3. Lithium.
It is the Lithium I wish to ask you all about. My doctor told me it does not cause weight gain. However, I looked it up on Wikipedia and it said something like obscene weighgain or some sort of word that meant more then average weight gain. It also said it causes acne scarring. O.k. to say this teed me off is an understatement. I called the doctor's assistant and left a none too happy voice message. Don't pee on my leg and tell me its raining.
Can you all tell me if there is a more or less state-of-the-art med for us at the moment? What about the Tegretol or the other one I have heard you all mention that I forget the name of at the moment (I think it starts with an "L" Lectamin?).
I am particulary concerned with weight gain - in otherwords, I ain't gonna go for that. Sorry if that sounds vane - but getting fat is going to depress me and not going to help me with depression. I do need to sleep desparetly. And turning grossly obese with acne scars just doesnt seem like a good trade off.
Anyway, I have never in my life talked in a group of BP peoples, or known I was BP so this is all new to me. I appreciate your help and love and concern. And hope I can give it back to yas!
Hugs, S
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