I've also decided to move out of this small town. I want to go back to New York, then move to London and live there for a year, then to France and then Scandinavia.
Maybe it's a good thing I'm on SSI and can't really travel because of agoraphobia. But I am feeling if I still feel this good, I can do these things, and have to pull myself back from actually trying to do them.
I'm trying to remember I'm in a manicky state and hold myself back.
Any suggestions would be welcome - I'm afraid I will go off my nut a bit here.
Hi Seaturtle- I don't post too often, but rather, I read most of the posts. I have noticed that you answer and give inspiration to just about everyone - this is great! I hope that you are not so manic at this point. I also would love to go to NY, France, London and Scandanavia with you - I get bored easily and would go anywhere, anytime. The trouble right now is, school starts next week and I will be stuck in the same room all day. Just wanted to say that you really offer a lot of help to others on this board and I really hope that you have a good day and that things are going well for YOU! Keep up the good replies - lots of people need them.
Thank you so much. I am so glad I can be useful here.
As far as my "plans", they are a Wish List. I keep them in my thoughts as hopes, and I guess, partly denial, too.
In the past, I remember I would take on impossible tasks, thinking that if I committed to something huge, I'd make myself able to do it. I made great big messes that way, having, of course, to back out every time.
Well, perhaps a miracle (or the lottery, lol) will come our way and we'll be able to take off in style. Now that one belongs in the Fantasy Box - but why not have fanatasies?
Thanks for answering, hope everything is okay with you,