Hey Caren, the meds they gave me when i left the hospital were Zoloft, Trazodone and Ativan. The Ativan they told me only to take when i felt my anxiety getting out of control. Thanks for the welcome
Yea TC i have the same problem with the whole stirring up things when it seems everything is going well. I cant really put my finger on what it is but whenever i get my life on track I feel the need to take risks and I usually ruin the nice track my life was on, either causing myself to quit my job or just drop off the radar so to speak for a few weeks.
I use to be heavily into playing soccer all year round, but I quit it a few months before I went to the hospital and now I just dont have the motivation to go and start it back up. That and I lost a lot of my friends, I just feel so awkward around them, I cant talk to them about things I'm feeling or thinking cause I feel like I'm dumping my problems on them and I dont want them to feel like im looking for pity or fishing for compliments.
But thanks for the offer TC, Im sure I will take you up on the offer