Ok, I went to the doctors and they said i had adhd, then i went to anotehr and was told i was bipolar.. im 15, I took pills, and I was find while i was on them, the second they went off i went ****ign NUTS.... and i get mad pretty easily... Like is this normal, I called my house for my brother and my little sister picked up and said " he doesnt wanan talk" and i said "i dont give a **** u better let me talk" and she said "make me" and i said "wait till i ****ign get home" and she kept saying "he doesnt wanna talk" i got so ******.... if she was there i would have choked her soo bad... jstu for bieng a ***** and pushign me aroudn cause shes on the phone... and my brother was saying **** about me and calling me **** and telling ppl **** that wasnt true so i choked him rly bad and punched holes in my moms house... and wen i get mad its not extremely long.. but wen i do i get so ****** i dont think of anything.. the only thing i wanna do is kill and punch stuff and break things, i just go ****ign crazy and punch people, holes i nthe wall and windows. then later i sometimes jsut compeltely forget or smoetimes if i think really hard i can sometimes remember wat i did.. btu i just like go of and cant help it.. I cantstop it at all... it just happens.. and wen im done i dont talk much and sometimes wenever im home alone i get relly bored, then extremely depressed.. i cant be home for too long because i get so depressed..
someone pelase help me and give me somethign u think is wrong with me.... im sometimes hyper and always wanna do something crazy that will wow someone.... id kwat it is.. PLEASE sorry for bad typing i jst got done bieng compeltely ******.... i wanan quit but i cant.. and i went to a counselor and cussed him out.. he cant help me because wen i get on that mad "mode" nothign can stop me because i dont think fo anythign but destroying..
someoen help me i dont thin ktis bipolor or adhd... plzzzzzz!!
edit: and late at night i cant goto bed because its dark and lonely and i get depressed sometimes... and stay up for hours and am really tired for school