HI!!! It's really nice to see a familiar face
I went off my meds a month before I got pregnant.. I was at the point where I was more physically sick then mentally

THANK GOD I did! I think the hormones from the pregnancy worked to my benefit I felt GREAT mentally... I had my moments but they were never bi polar moments. So far I'm having a couple paniac attacks so now I'm on ativan.....I'm HOPING I don't have to start the whole "cocktail" process... The doc did say that he may put me on Topamax (i was complaining of migranes) once the ativan kicks in.. My father is dying and I'm not taking it to good...
I'm sorry you lost your baby = ( I couldn't even imagine I'm glad you are starting the process soon *baby dust*...
I see you had an adventure, lol... Sounds like you have a very loving and understanding husband...
You just describing the whole med cycle just gave me the chills.... didn't miss that!!!