Am I BiPolar?
I'm not too sure, but I definetly have some type of depression. I've been having some health problems, but in some really weird way Ive kind of been hoping I do have something wrong with me. Its hard to explain, im scared of being sick at the same time to. I almost feel like I have multiple personalities in me, some days im outgoing and feel confident and other days im embarassed just to walk by a group of people at school.
I was reading the thread on what the symptoms of bipolar disorder are and I definetly got a few, but not all. I have alot of the mania symptoms i think;
-All except inflated sense of self-importance I think.
I belive i do experience some delusions and hallucinations as well. I see things sometimes out the corner of my eye and when I look they are gone. When I read signs sometimes ill read one word and then find out later it said something entirely different. I hear people calling my name alot and I turn to look and theres no one there.
Not as much symptoms in the Depression part but I do have some suicidal thoughts. I don't feel like I want to take my life, and i dont think i could ever do it, but sometimes i get the thoughts of suicide. Don't want to go into much detail b/c i do not want to violate any policies of this site.