i'm a 17 year old girl who think's i have bipola and have for a long time,
i have been sleeping on and off because of this illness,
i am okay and happy and normal one minute next i am crying and can not stop sometime's there is no reson for this,
othere are time's when i'm angry at everyone even tho that is not the type of person i am,
doctors gave me anitiderperents but this made me even more hostile and sad more than i could hadel so i throw them away'
i can not leave my home because i am scared of the world and people around me it makes me feel sick and scared and i get hot and think i am going to pass out when i leave my home,
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i am to scared to leave my home because it's safe hear and if the doctors say i have this illness it will be real and i am affaid of this what can i do i need help i can be someone 2 talk to