Super Happy,Extremely Sad,gloomy,overjoyed,Radiant,Confused = ME
My everyday battle with my mind is becoming unbearable. I don't have a doctor nor do I have insurance to obtain one. Sometimes I feel like this can't be "Life". This is not how a human being is suppose to wrestle with thoughts/emotions like this. In a battle with how to feel on a day to day basis? I don't even know if I will be able to tell a doctor my problems. I am thankful for my life but at times my thoughts scare the living daylights out of me. I don't think anyone else in this world have the ups & downs that I experience. Bipolar? Maybe. I mean I flip back and forth so much I don't know whos thinking at times. Is it me or someone else up there(brain). Like, my emotions make me feel like I am more than "one" person. (mentally)..... If anyone is listening out there 2 me ramble on I would appreciate any feed back. Thanks..... No really, Thanks!
The following user gives a hug of support to god help me: cdnbipolargirl (10-06-2011)
Re: Super Happy,Extremely Sad,gloomy,overjoyed,Radiant,Confused = ME
Hi, it could be bipolar, anixety, depression, all the above. You need to try tof find a way to get to a dr. Mental illness is hard to diagnois. Then there is the meds that suppose to help. Hang in there and good luck.
Re: Super Happy,Extremely Sad,gloomy,overjoyed,Radiant,Confused = ME
I know exactly how u feel! lost!! i feel like no one feels like me or can understand what im going thru. but u can start to try to change things even if its one thing at a time on your good days (thats what i call my days when i can function in the world)
look up ur state medicade services. social services is what its called good luck
