I've had the same therapist for over ten years. She was more than that, she was my friend. I could tell her ANYTHING even the most horrible thoughts. It's been about 9 months and I'm suffering by not having sessions with a therapist. My PD doctor is ok but simply rights prescriptions. How do I start over? In order to understand me and how I got here they would or should know everything. How in the world am I supposed to do that? Number one I would be reliving everything thru the discussions, number two it would take FOREVER, I've had a lot of crap in my life and number three how do I replace someone like her? She had her own practice so nobody I could ask for direction and I'm not even sure what has happened to my medical records. I'm in desperate need of help but I don't know where to start.