I'm feeling pretty good today,and I will celebrate it by posting on here. I'm not hypomanic or manic. I think I'm just at a point where I want to feel good and there are triggers that could bring me down but I just refuse to let them. Right now in this moment I have Teflon coating and any negativity will just slide right off of me.
Yesterday I felt really ignored not just by one person but three and I felt sad about that. But today...I don't want to feel sad.I realize if someone doesn't want to take advantage of knowing me, saying hello to me, or spending time with me, it really is their loss! I also realize as the loner that I am I too am guilty of giving people the cold shoulder sometimes, unintentionally or intentionally. So what goes around comes around...and there's no reason to mess up my face with a frown, or deprive others of seeing my pretty smile.
I have a lot of uncertainties in my life right now...but today I'm not going to let that give me anxiety. Instead it gives me motivation.
I've been tired a lot lately. Sheesh whaddaya gonna do about it? I'm focusing on my health more. Things will get better.
I wish everyday could be like this, a happy tear free day.
